"I'm not supposed to be here"

“I’m not supposed to be here”

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PnB Rock Saved his girlfriend before he was killed in a robbery in Los Angeles last month. A month after the rapper (born Rakim Hasheem Allen) was shot multiple times, his girlfriend Stephanie Sibounheuang is opening up for the first time about the grief she’s been dealing with since the traumatic incident, sharing that the rapper has saved his life moments before he was killed.

“I’m not 100% well… My man saved my life by throwing me under this table. I’m not supposed to be here, but because of him. I am,” she wrote. on Instagram on Thursday, “Nobody would be able to handle that. TBH, I can’t even handle that.”

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The Philadelphia rapper and Sibounheuang were dining at Roscoe’s Chicken & Waffles restaurant when Roscoe was with his girlfriend – was killed on September 12 after a suspect ran in and targeted Rock for his jewelry.

“The victim was eating at a table when he was approached by a suspect,” an LAPD officer said. rolling stone at the time. She said the “suspect demanded items” from the rapper, pulled out a gun and fired multiple shots. The suspect “removed items from the victim, entered a waiting vehicle and fled the scene,” she said. The “Selish” singer was later pronounced dead after being rushed to hospital.

Sibounheuang shared that she was “the last person in the world” to know that PnB Rock didn’t survive the shooting after being “locked in an interrogation room all night” and having all his clothes removed. goods.

“I felt that this time in my relationship everything was finally perfect for our family. My man had given himself to GOD. Did a full 360. He was loyal. He was patient. He was docile and a teacher. I finally letting go of the past and letting it show up as her changed self,” she wrote. “My last day with you. I told you “I know you my husband”. I know you my soul mate. It was even for a little while. At least we got to experience what it’s like to have a soul mate…and for that…I’m grateful.

Sibounheuang shared that it took “so much prayer and spiritual therapy” for him to start moving forward in life, calling PnB Rock his angel who “is always there.”

“This life we ​​live on earth is only temporary before we go to heaven or hell. Where we will spend eternity. The only thing that matters in this short life is LOVE, everything else is irrelevant… you can’t take NONE OF THESE THINGS with you,” she wrote. “The devil is unleashed upon the earth. I will never understand a loss so close. I feel so empty. My world is dark now My heart is broken for the children.

She added: “Cover me with strength, grace and vision to carry on for the family. Shed light on this world in these dark times. Let your power overcome evil. The pain is real. It doesn’t matter how rich you are, how famous you are, how spiritual you are. Some pain is inevitable.

A man named Freddie Lee Trone has since been charged with murder and conspiracy to commit murder in connection with the rapper’s death. Trone’s 17-year-old son was arrested for being his father’s getaway driver.

“The alleged actions of those charged in this case were heartless and cruel and robbed the world of Mr. Allen’s talents. I thank the investigators who brought the case to my office,” read a statement from District Attorney George Gascón.

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